I did it
It feels kind of ..unfair? to up and leave almost SEVEN years of journals, but you know. Those things are dead weight now.
ONE LAST TIME
SEE YA LATER, SUCKERS!
I AM PRETTY LIKE A SUNSET
SHIZZY DAY HAS COME AND GONE
HAIR DAY, TOO, HAS PASSED.
They were so good. They were so good. They were SO FUCKING GOOD.
Ok ok ok so yesterday (SHIZZY DAY JUNE THIRD WHEN I WAS BORN) I alllmost slid out of control. I was hanging out with brad until like. 4am and didn't actually sleep till GOD knows when maybe 6? so I missed my 8am dexedrine and slept until two. Upon awakening I found myself in the all-too-familiar hedonistic, lazy and food-loving mindset that overcomes me when I fall off of my schedule.
SO OF COURSE
The first thing I do is drag my groggy ass to MCDONALDS YAY FRIES AND SNACK WRAPS. Meng it was a big ordeal for me, and by the time I got home an hour had passed since i woke up, and by god was I ready for a nice long nap! HOWEVER I SHOWERED OMG ISN'T THIS FASCINATING and tried to stay up that final hour or two that would allow me to get back on my schedule. I FAILED GUYS but I only had an hour nap before B-rad and Co. decided they were gonna come rock out with me BECAUSE IT'S FUN AS SHIT AND THEN MY MOM CAME HOME WITH CAKE
SHE BROUGHT CAKE
CAKE ICE CREAM CAKE
and I had half a piece it was good and then we WENT TO GATSBYS OH MY GOD I AM REALLY GOING OFF ON TANGENTS THIS WAS WHERE I MEANT TO START.
OK OK OK SO LAST NIGHT WE WENT FIRST and oh god you guys well I guess just you Brad the others don't have elljayss. WE DID SO WELL we really did we would have won by A LONG SHOT if we hadn't failed our last song - green grass and high tides, with brad on expert guitar. I'm not upset with him at all, nor was I, for failing because COME ON - GREEN GRASS AND HIGH TIDES ON EXPERT.
BUT BUT THEN THERE WAS THE GREAT REVELATION THAT THEY ARE GONNA HAVE IT EVERY WEEK FOR AT LEAST A COUPLE OF MONTHS and then there was a few hours of drunken Rock-Bandin' AND I WAS SO HAPPY oh god I was bursting and writhing and just..just radiating excitement and flailing whenever anyone offered me an instrument and jsuahhu they gave me a free birthday shot that I had to drink from the center of a dish of whipped cream and i loved just stomping around after pretending I was RABID this is why I love brushing my teeth.
AFTER THIS MY MEMORY DETERIORATES A LITTLE so LET'S SKIP TO THE NEXT DAY =DD
well actually I'll just say THAT I HAVE THE SWEETEST HAIR I'VE EVER FUCKING HAD IN MY LIFE BY FAR BY FAR BY FARRR and I will wait until tommorrow to take better photos because I WILL BE WORKING AND BORED AND HAVE NOTHING TO DO FOR EIGHT HOURS IN A CAMERA STORE.
OK? OK?O OKK?
AHH JHKjhkjh deh edjfH
EVERY TUESDAY NIGHT NOW
THAT'S RIGHT THAT'S RIGHT THAT'S RIIIGHHTT
ROCK BAND AND BOOZE AND SPACE TO RUN AROUND WHILE PLAYING
oh god oh god oh god oh god I am so happy I AM SO HAPPY
not enough time to go over last night in detail Squidz, I'll write about it later because I GOTTA GET READY I GOT A HAIRDATEEEE
god just though. okay last night I have NEVER been that excited and justOVERWHELMED with giddyness and joy and FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN
I BOOKED IT EVERYWHERE I COULD. TO THE BATHROOM TO THE BAR OUTSIDE I WOULD JUST FLLYYY AND SKIP AND GRAB ARMS ANDJGFKRWAFEWAHGFAHGJKEGHSE
GOOD GOD GOOD GOD GOOOD GOD EVERY WEEK EVERY WEEK EVERY WEEEEEEKK HEJHSEJESHJ HJHJ HEFUowHU
I'll be a hurricane
When I grow up
AN UGLY THUNDER!
I'll be a forest fire
about to flood
OVER AN EMPIRE
I'll be an avalanche
chewing it's raptured
I'll be a killer whale
When I grow up..
I'LL BE A MONSTER.
Tonight I am. I don't know.
Tonight is like. the night where I realize that I can do anything i want. I can choose any path I want to take, adna nd and I don't have to wait up for nothin'! Woo!
BOUNCE DANCE BOUNCE DANCE STOMPY POUDN POUND BEER ROCK BAND TIEM
HALF AN HOUR half an hour half an hour half of an hourrrfkhsh thennn
home home home home
NAP NAP NAP NAP
"Quackenbush" is quite possibly one of the best surnames EVER.
a great. fucking vacation.
peace out homiezzzzz
for some reason, though i feel like shit right now, I find myself more interested in style than before. I just..didn't give a shit about what I wore, really.
I have a really definate style, but that hasn't been seen for a really long time. Out of shame. whatever.
god. this. god i don't know. fuck everything.